Ayt! Good Evening!
It's my friend's birthday today.... Happy Birthday, Slen

At last! I 've seen Pirates of the Carribean with my beloved Orlando Bloom! Not bad but I still liked Bad Boys 2 than POTC... anyways, I didn't liked it that much coz it was too long and there were only few romantic scenes....*glee* I'm gonna give it a THUMBS UP....
We sneaked in to Terminator 3 after the POTC but we weren't able to finish it coz I have to leave for my friend's dinner party....

We went to Fashion Valley Mall....we kept on looking for a portrait studio coz my gay friend is leaving for Seattle on Saturday and he was demending for a group picture....but then we just ended up to another mall instead.....The camera man was cute and he smells soooo good....I think he put some lotion on before he took our picture because when he touched my chin to pose properly...I was able to smell the scent.....*lol*

We then dined in at Pizza Kitchen ETC....for some Italian cuisine.... I had my favorite mushroom ravioli with creamy garlic sauce... Yummy!!! and we headed home...

Tomorrow, we're going to see our pictures...we didn't get the chance to see it today coz its already late when we finished our dinner....

Okay....I'm just gonna see yah tomorrow then! Good Night!

testing....testing...

The interview went well...but I am still thinking about taking it...I will be working in the food service department.... serving 400 patients with their daily diet....I still need to know how much am I going to be paid.... if its worth it, then I might take it....

Good night... got to go to work early tomorrow...

Yehey!!! I have an interview tomorrow....I hope this is it....I hope the job will be something I could use for experience in my soon to be career...I will go at the Pomerado Hospital at 10:30 tomorrow... actually, I am at work at 5AM but I asked my boss if I can leave the store early telling her that something came up and I need to be there by 10...hopefully she will say YES....

I was supposed to see a movie with my brother after I got off from work but my dad didn't allow us to go...Pirates of the Carribean and League of ExtraOrdinary Men were the ones we planned to see but.... oh well....

At home, there was this mini white board by our refrigerator....this is like our communication log in the house.... when I got home from work... I saw this note stating Happy Birthday, Abigail! and arrow pointing to something.... it was from my brother (the one who was in the Navy)....its a neclace with a heart pendant where my name Abigail was engraved on it... 'twas really pretty.... I wasn't able to say goodbye to them last night coz they already came home so late...I was asleep and for sure... they don't want to wake me up....(He knows that I hate it! when someone wakes me up in the middle of the night! I will become like a roaring lion trying to eat them all!!!) *glee* I sent him a text message and thanked him... he was like.... ano ka? utang yan noh? .....*lol*

......snooze.....

I went to see a movie with my co workers.... BAD BOYS II ....'twas GOOD!!!! and Will Smith was so HOT!!! and SEXY!!!! hahahaha!!!

Alright.... let me go ahead ans start of a very boring story about my very exciting birthday bash! yup! a BASH!
It all started the night before... 'twas 10 PM and my brother who's in the Navy called that they were still at Bakersfield... anyways, he was telling my mom that my mom needs to pay for the 4 of them if we are going to Soak City...My mom was all freaked out coz she was also planning for a family dinner since my brother had a chance to go home....
And then my youngest brother came up to me asking what time are we going to the Water Park... he's been telling 'bout the stuff he needs to do that day....and he was all worried about it... so he keeps on bugging me...
Then...I asked my dad like 3 weeks ago to ask for a day off for that Saturday coz I've been planning for all of us a nice relaxing family time coz my brother already said YES that he was coming home for the weekend ( which was my birthday)... but then I don't know if he forgot or what...he was scheduled to work 9 to 5....
Oh my goodness!!! All my so-called plans for my birthday had been shattered into pieces.... All I wanted was for us (the whole family) to be together coz I've been missing those times that we sit down and do chit chatting! Eversince we moved here.... we barely sit down around the dinner table all the same time! Everybody is always busy...
So guessing what might happen next....I was all pissed off....I just went to my room and cried....thinking that I'll wake up the next morning around 5AM... leave the house and just go to the beach to breath some fresh air and let myself out for a bit! I was all depressed.... My past had been haunting me....FLASHBACKS.... I needed someone to talk to.... All my close and bestfriends were in the Philippines.... what in the world am I going to do?
Around 2:30 AM .... My Lowlah Jary called....I was so happy she was the very first one who greeted me Happy Birthday the exact day of my birthday... she was actually surprised that I was awake but frankly I was in a dilemma...'twas nice talking to her and I even mentioned about what was happening.... she told me not to make a big deal out of it....I promised her that I would but I really cannot help it... as the story continues....On the other hand, she was trying to lift my spirit up by telling me stories which she thinks was my favorite topic over the phone... *glee*....Thanks for that LOWLAH!!!
Around 4 AM... I've got a text message from King Jethro Natividad aka orhtej....He was wishing me a Happy Birthday....that was thoughtful of him I think... and it was actually the first text message he sent me after all those times we were textmates! Thanks Jeth!...I kinda felt better but still GRUDGES started to grow within my heart!
I woke up at 6....my dad was already awake and he hugged me and greeted me but her silly young daughter rejected everything... I fixed myself and drove without any idea where I am heading to....
I stayed at La Jolla Shores for quite a while.... then went back at home...
My fone rang and it was my churchmates... they sang Happy Birthday 'twas funny...but I can't help but to shed tears while each one of them was telling me their wishes and also asking me where's the party at? I told them I will be spending it ALL BY MYSELF.... ( FYI, My eyes were all puffy and red... coz of the crying)
After an hour, my other friend from Bakesfield who was supposed to be with my Navy brother called telling me she was so sorry she didn't make it and she wished me a Happy Birthday....
My mom was waiting for my Navy brother to arrive but it seems like he was staying with some friends....I told my family that I will no longer push my plans coz eveything was all messed up....You have no idea what the whole argument!!! it was so horrible!!! I slammed the door and drove again.... without any idea where to go... Seriously, I even thought of crashing into somebody else's car.... If only I didn't thought about going to hell of you killed yourself....I don't wanna be in Hell so I just went to the Lake to BREATHE for the second time....
My mom called asking me to go back home... but I'm really stubborn.... I went home though but I didn't speak to anyone in the house.... locked myself in the room.... and did nothing but cry....I missed my Friends....I badly needed one right now... but I cannot be with anybody... they're all far from me!
To make the long story short.... after a while of spending time alone... I realized that I need to move on with life....so by 8PM... I had dinner with my whole family....its not at my favorite restaurant though but still I was able to get what I wished for my birthday.....There's no more Sorries to tell but it was understood that we are family and we can't stand if one is hurting.... My mom even told me that she was giving her permission for me to visit the Philippines....

So what can you say? its been such a dramatic party huh?
Oh well, I also thank the others who greeted me.... they know who they are... and I appreciate it!!!

Whoa!! that was long!!! *tihi*

Oh my gosh!! I'm all confused now! I was just using the other PC then now that I'm using my laptop.... its back... I have no idea what the heck was wrong but... oh well...

what the! I was trying to post for my blog... but it seems like they've changed the setup again... *bah*

My birthday has ups and downs... more so....the DOWNS....I'll be posting the details later...

Hey!
I went to work today wearing casual clothes... yeah! not in my uniform... My boss asked me to... so why complain about it... besides I feel like I'm the store manager...*glee*
I also had a so-called suprised birthday party... *lol* Though I hate my job... I love those people....they are so thoughtful you know... esp when someone's celebrating their birthday..... I had cake ( sheesh... they even put my age with the candles), we had roasted chicken, rice, pansit, I'm not sure if its mechado or menudo....lumpia, chips, and desserts such as puto, kutsinta, and pichipichi....
I was off at 3PM so I went with my boss and two of my co workers at Fam Mart its a place where Egots and Egats do their shopping... sort of Ghetto shopping mall for them... its like Divisoria on the Philippines... well, I only bought these set of hairbrush and combs for only $2.99... very cheap huh? and some hair accessories...
Then we planned to go bowling afterwards but since its only the three of us that was left coz some of our co workers had other plans we weren't able to make it ( ang kukuripot kase...its $12 per game..)... we just headed to the movie theaters instead... We watched Legally Blonde 2 ... its ok... pretty much the same like the first one...I even noticed Luke Wilson cuteness... *tihi*...we tried to sneak in to Bad Boys 2 and Lara Croft but both of my colleagues were hungry so we just decided to go to VIP....we are so full coz its buffet so we said that we need to take a walk....We went to La Jolla Shores.... darn! twas nice....I was thinking of getting a BF right away so we could hold hands while walking along the beach....*naughty* .....

Oh my gosh... 15 more minutes til the DAY!!!!

I was changing the settings of my template but it seems like the preview doesn't match the original... I saved it a lot of times and republish it but it still doesn't work... got no idea if there's something wrong with blogger or what... sheesh! looks so weird!

Two more days!!!!
I'm turning a year older!

Good Morning... got to be at work early today!
When I woke up... all I wanted to do was to SING!!! I want to sing!!!
MY dad is thinking of buying a karaoke/videoke for my birthday... isn't that so sweet? *glee*

I'll check with yah later!

Hmpf!
I am having a difficulty trying to access mg blog...

Can't think of something to post...
I want to eat ginataan na isda for dinner....but the Filipino store who sells it is all the way to Penasquitos....oh well.... got to go....
My mind is hollow right now... *tihi*

Hullow!!!
I wanna get a dog for my birthday but unfortunately, pets are not allowed in our apartment complex...I saw this dog yesterday at work, and its so cute! Men! I really wanted to have one... I used to have 4 dogs, 4 white rats (dont know what they are called), 4 cats, and 3 pairs of pigeons in the Philippines....I was also planning to get a fish tank then....It is too expensive to get a pet here, you have to treat them almost like humans, they must also have their own health insurance and stuff... but who cares with those bills.... I am dying to get a pet as soon as possible preferably a dog so I could jog or walk at the park with him, yes! I want a male dog! *sigh*

On the bright side!!! its PAYDAY!!!! wohoo!. I went at Bath and Body works and bought lotions and body sprays! I was also able to send a package to my Auntie who was in Iraq right now, I sent her some shrimp chips, pastillas, yema, banana chips, and ube/langka candies....mostly Filipino junk foods! hahaha!!! She was really depressed the last time I talked to her on the fone.... She keeps on telling me not to join the military.... I was even thinking of joining the Air Force after I graduate from Nursing so I could pay off my student loans...See how now her niece is.... I don't even bother to write to her twice a week.... It was so sad, she said she doesn't want to kill anybody but then she got no choice or else she'll be the one to die....I felt sorry for her... I missed her though.... I'll just keep her on my prayers....

Alrighty!

I know you will be surprised to what I am going to say.... I had fun at work today! yeah!!! can you imagine that? Anyways, you know that my day went well...
I have lots of things to do before the Fall semester starts.... I'm not even half way through my things-to-do list...
I need to get a full oral examination with cleaning...physical exam and vaccinations for my CNA class... contact lens fitting examination....what else? I guess those are the major things I need to accomplish by the second week of August.... I still need to fix my class shedules....

Alright! I need to go.. I need to iron my uniforms....bye!

What a pleasant Monday Morning.....

I'm so happy!!!!

The concert last Saturday was great... I mean... the first half where my *aching aching* was the one who directed the concert!. He was so good! so talented and so irrisistable...We were together after the concert... we had dinner at In N Out.....
then we parted ways saying "Good Night" and "I'll see you tomorrow!".. and we did see each other today at the church...
I hope this will be a start of a very awesome friendship...... :)

My replies for my tagboard posters....

Paul... parang ayaw mu yata maniwala na dalaga colors na toh kse dalaga na ang may ari ng blog... hahaha! joke lang


Andrea... dati ka na bang may highlights? ok sana magpahighlights rin ako ulit but it really damages your hair... anyways, papakulay sana ako ng white sa ilalim then red sa ibabaw... cool huh? *tihi*


Marj... hey girl! yeah... I enjoyed reading it! actually, I was letting God to write my lovestory now....*winks* could I add your blog add to my links? if you don't mind...


aajao...ang lagay ba eh...... *lol* at may tagboard na.... I just thought of someone I know that is against tagboards...errr.... kaw pala yun!!!! *glee*


nedz... hay naku.... nag devious King... dumaan dito... at dumaan rin sa wakas sa pictrail ko... I guess puro devious smirks ang reaction mo as you browse through the pictures... *bah* oh well....musta na yung kotse mu? ok na ba?


Lowlah Jary...thanks for listening to my endless whinning!!!...and to my boring lovestories..... and for being so patient when I'm trying to bother you with my awful crush ekek moods... thanks!!! =)


Tin...hahaha... kala ko kung sinong Abby in disguise yan eh! nde noh.... panay nga ang sayaw pag nde ko nakikita... pero nahuhuli ko naman... pwamis... good girl ako....ah... tagal na pala ako good girl! *glee*

*eating orange chicken with chow mein... and pineapple juice*

Hopefully, I will solve this problem.... but as of now... my mom agreed that they are willing to support me if in any case I will not be capable of supporting myself fully in school.... they agreed for me to transfer to a accelerated private school.... so I could finish my RN in 15 months.....I will transfer on Spring coz I still need to finish my Physiology and needs to get a CNA certificate...prerequisites to get into the program.......
I was tired from work.... I opened the store and sadly, my openers didn't showed up...one was sick and the other two was late.....Then my boss asked me to train Brian...I felt like that this guy is getting too much special treatment from my boss... Hmm.... I wonder why! *naughty*... The fun part was that I was able to talk to him and ask about UMD... *glee*... I asked him if he and Wowie de Guzman are really friends off the camera...I also asked him why he didn't pursue his showbiz career.... all I get was grin here and grin there! not really the answer that I wanted to hear....He's nice though...and he learns so fast...

I am currently reading the book When God Writes your lovestory ....'twas nice reading that book...I enjoyed every single story the authors were telling about dating.....I've been into reading these kind of books like I Kissed Dating Goodbye and Boy Meets Girl by Joshua Harris.... No wonder I'm not into a relationship right now....*lol*

My vanity session yesterday went great....I was thinking of getting highlights again....a red hue... but I'm having second thoughts about it because it damages your hair and it gets dry....My Filipina roots are now showing.... but probably I might just stick to becoming a pure brunette again.... when was my last haircut? Oh... its been 1 year already... and my hair now is very long again....it uses so much shampoo and conditioner... Oh well...

I'll take a rest now....
See yah!

I am in a chaotic situation right now.... sheesh....I wonder why we still need to make major decisions in our life...it's really hard to decide between things that might affect you and your future....

anyways, I will be on my way to the beauty salon....vanity day!!!! wohoo!!!I'll get some facial...just to lessen the anxiety I am feeling right now....I really feel like intoxicated! If I could only wish that everything will be in its proper place when I'm done with my beauty thingie...but I guess that is not what should life be lived in this world....

I will face this challenge with strength and dignity... and whatever decision am I going to end with.... I will be happy and proud with it's results....*sigh*

Later! :)

I hate my connection, and this is one of the reason I am not seen online lately.... it pisses me off...I wasn't able to answer the phone this morning... my lowlah Jary called....
sowee lowlah, I was taking the shower coz I need to be at work at 8AM.... at least you heard my very cute voice message...lol...what can you say about it? Isn't it makes you really want to leave a message anytime? hahaha

I went to the gym yesterday...and guess what? what a pleasant scenery there is... hahaha....I haven't been there for a month... I was so lazy then... but when I saw my crush last Monday at work, it drove me to go back working out again... see what guys can do to a woman like me! Hahaha... I'm just kidding!!!...I really need to put in some effort to lose some unneeded pounds... lol..

I still haven't seen T3 and POTC.... but I went to rent a movie last night, it was Phone Booth though I like Colin Farrell, I didn't enjoyed that movie!!!... it sucks! That's two thumbs down! I just wasted $2.59 for renting a booorrrriiiing movie....

At work this afternoon *actually, I just got off from work* I hired Brian Furlow. I don't know if you know him...He was from the former UMD (Universal Motion Dancer) the dance group where Wowie de Guzman used to dance, too....Anyways, he might start to work next week.... Hahaha!!! Let see if he can stand the managing style of Ms Abby Advincula!!! I'm kidding! I'm not a mean manager you know....*winks*

Homigawd!!! I still need to plan which school am I going to attend this Fall.... time is running out...only a month and a half was left before the Fall semester starts....

Alright! I'll get back to you later.... need to take a shower and to head at Bally's ....see yah!

MIGRAINE..... waaahhh....

*currently chatting with my lowlah jary*

I'm tired.... I went with my mom to go shopping... I was able to convince her to buy me two shirts....sporty type..... Still have it....I mean... I still have my strong convincing powers!!!!

Afterwards we went to PhoaCali... *not sure with the spelling*... she treated me with Vietnamese food... She was in a hurry to finish what we were eating coz she can't stand the smell of all the spices anymore... *glee*.... I was the one who dragged her there to eat....too bad, she didn't enjoyed it...all she think about was halohalo

'Twas not that busy at work, too ...so I was able to chat A LOT with my co workers.....
Then.... later this afternoon, I found out that I misplaced the checks that was issued to me by my mom... I am not sure if I misplaced it or somebody stole it.... I left it in my car along with a $2.50 check which is the only check that was left....Darn! the two checks that were missing were less than a hundred bucks! Mehn!I was trying to remember if I put it somewhere else...but I am pretty sure I left it in the car coz I was supposed to deposit it last Thursday....I need to do something about it on Monday... I told my mom to check if both checks were cleared... Thank God...nobody cashed it out yet...I'll call the bank on Monday to tell them what happen.

Hiyaaaa!!!!
Howdy....
Got home from work.... I'll be back later at 6 PM.... and I will work overtime.... Ronald McDonald will be there at our store and he's going to perform to the kids.... some magic tricks....

I still haven't seen Pirates of the Carribean
Here's my crush.... Orlando Bloom.... isn't he adorable?


I can't wait to see him at Pirates and Lord of the Rings
One more glimpse....

I'm bored....just finished watching Big Brother 4....
It feels so good....Imagine... I'm spoiled at work... I am on the clock but I am not doing the usual stuff.... For sure, my boss felt so sorry for 'bout what happen....
She even ask if I need to see a doctor...*smirks*....Oh well
I'm off tomorrow, I'm planning to see the Pirates of the Carribean with my co worker.... she just came here from PI... and we totally get along with each other really good...and hopefully go shopping....*window actually*

My boss was planning to put me to a higher position such as the First Assistant Manager... sheesh.. that was the Store Manager's assistant! I have no plans of saying"YES"....And I didn't even think about getting into higher position than what I have now....That position is too stressful....and if I will be tempted to get that, Darn... I will be stuck to a job that makes good money but not loving what you are doing....

Good Night!!!...

My left pinky is getting better... although it still hurt when touched....
Anyways, My parents had their 24th Wedding Anniversary yesterday.. I almost forgot about it....like last year's...
Happy Anniversary! Mommy and Daddy!

I'm having a hard time to go online..... my ISP keeps on disconnecting... I already disabled my Yahoo Messenger coz I thought it was the one causing all this trouble.... but it keeps on doing the same thing over and over again!

Well, I still haven't decided where to go for my junior year... I applied for 3 school.... and now I'm in a dilemma where to go...I am still worrying bout my finances... coz if ever I will go full time in school this Fall, I need to sacrifice my working hours.... and for sure, it won't help me since I'm planning to visit the PI this December....

I'm still working on a very very very hectic schedule this Fall.....Mahn! if I won't fixed this right away... I will end up with nothing.... so I need a careful and very witty plan this time....

......

You Should Know by Now
by: Angela Bofill


You ought to know by now
Love is the look in my eye
Lovin' the way you smile when I say
"I wish you would stay"
You bring out all the youth in me
I laugh and cry out all the truth in me
Out o' love
You should know by now
Haven't you felt by now
Just what it's like to be loved;
Knowin' that certain touch when you're sure
Time won't give you more
You bring out all the best in me;
I wanna hold you till you feel the need
Somehow;
You should know by now.

If I could just find the words;
I wouldn't be left so lonely;
I'm your one, my only
Then I'd show you how.

Every move as smooth as silk,
Say you will; say you will.

Hasn't it crossed your mind
Haven't you known all the time
Honestly tell me now
Has it shown?
How much love is grown;
The way I tremble at the sight of you
I want to learn to love you through and through
This I'll beg
You should know by now,
Hmmm-mmmm

By now
You should know by now, oh
Don't you think you should know by now?

I know you're wondering why am I crying.....
I hurted my left pinky.... looks like an overrippened grape!... hurts a lot....
I was doing the store's two day deposit.... so of course, I was there beside the safety vault....I left it opened for while coz I was skimming through its contents so I won't miss any envelopes.... My boss then suddenly went towards me and closed it! Guess what happen next... my finger was hanging by the door... It was too late... I was hurt!...I really could not help but to shed tears... 'twas really painful.... I still felt my whole hands was swollen although it was ony my pinky.... I soaked it into an iced bath.... sheesh!!!! it was so awful....Do you know how heavy the vault's door was? Can't even open it by one hand... you need both of your hands to open it..... And while typing this entry... darn! it hurts!
Just imagine a piece of grape... and that was what it exactly looks like....


Oh men! *sigh*

SENTI MODE ON....

Hello!
I went to watch Full Throttle.... just got home actually....


It was good....almost the same as the first one....the fighting scenes at the end was really heart pumping!!! and for all the guys out there, I hate to admit but, Demi Moore was really hot!.... hotter that me!!! hahaha!
You know, I'm just kidding right?


'Twas so hot!!!Darn! I ate two halohalo yesterday.... my lunch and my dinner! Whew! All I could think about now is the way halohalos are made in the PI....they're better compared the ones they made here...they won't taste good without the sago!And the halohalos here, they put a lot of beans! Mehn! wassup with that! Alright, that's about it for halohalo.....

I was planning to go swimming this week..... I heard it will be hotter and also there will be a heat wave... Sheesh!
Days went by so fast....

Happy 4th of July!!!!!!


Just got home from the park.... to see the fireworks.... it was nice! :)
I went with my co workers and some friends.... but before that...we went to chill to my co worker's place... had barbecue by the pool... nobody went swimming though, afraid of messing up our get up exclusively for the park....

Went home around 10PM coz its traffic....
I need to snooze early coz I need to be at work tomorrow at 5AM..
Nytie!

I'm thinking of what to do for my upcoming birthday.... I remember last year, I spent my whole day crying.... yes, crying..... I felt so sad and depressed that day.... I went home from work sobbing..... Not a very cool birthday celebration.... I was thinking of all of my friends in PI.... my life there if I didn't moved here.... and lots and lots of stuff...
This year, I promised myself that I won't be spending a very sorrowful birthday.... I wanted to have it like a swimming party....so right now, I am surfing for some info about Knott's Soak City at Chula Vista.... I told my mom I won't celebrate my birthday with a party.... but it's been a very long time since my last party... and that was when I had my 18th birthday.... Anyways, all I wish is to have a very good time with my family and my friends... though some of them won't be here to celebrate it with me coz they're in the PI...

Howdy!
Twas nice at work today.... not that busy and I have enough crew which I think was so cool....
I called the Poway ROP asked for some info regarding their CNA program....Tomorrow's my day off.... some people at work are getting ready for the 4th pf July... most of them are going to Vegas.... Oh my gosh! do you know how hot it is???
It was so hot today! Summer is really ON HEAT baby!!! hahahaha....

I am also not in the internet mode right now... I don't know why...
*sigh* I'm thinking what to do this coming holiday... Oh wait... I am working...but its 5AM to 1PM...I still have a time to take a nap then be ready for the fireworks at night... Yihee!!!...

Alright.... got to go now....

I'm cramming..... I'm cramming.....
I realized that I still have any idea what to do for this coming Fall....
BTW, remember last week, I told you that I won't show up to work.... but I did... now, I didn't go to work at all.... Hahaha... I was so tired yesterday.... I worked 8 til 4 without getting any breaks..... Sheesh... can you imagine that!! and to make it even... I didn't showed up to work today... I told my boss that I need to attend some school matters.......
It's half true and half false though...lol...

I've been thinking about if I will go for SDSU this Fall... I know... I know... I told you I will... but we don't know when any circumstance will come....now, I inquired for a Medical Assistant Program....I thought I will just get this instead of CNA which you know deals with other people's butt...as usual, I'm in a dilemma right now.... If I only could settle the finances then its not a problem....but then I have to provide for myself so I am thinking of a very productive way to finish a course....

After I finish posting this entry, I will be on my way to that school to get an application.... for sure there'still a very long journey ahead of me....