HI there.... I dont want to post anymore today or else I will just end up with all of my whinings for todays......Don't ask any more... hoping it will be a very bright day tomorrow.... oh please...

Long time no post....
Been very busy this weekend that's why...
Anyways, I've talked to my friend and she was asking me if I could visit her at Charlotte, North Carolina... I'm so glad we talked.... Its been a very very long time.... we havent seen each other for 5 years already....since she left the PI and moved here in US...

Last Saturday, my brother's basketball team won third place in the league.... not bad huh? since during the play offs they were the last team without any wins....

Another week will start tomorrow... I hope to be productive...I need to finish all the stuff that I needed to finish for this week....About my school and my career.... sounds so serious, isn't it? hahahha

Since payday will be not until next week.... my plans of watching Legally Blonde 2 and Charlie's Angel 2 were put on hold....
two more days..... its already July..... and I'll be turning a year old again....

wow.... blogger has a new kind of set up...

anyways.... I woke up feeling so lazy.... its my day off today but I don't feel like going anywhere.......all I want to do isa have a nice long bubble bath.....with a very serene music and aroma therapy scented candles ......

Hi there!!! how was eveything doin'?
Remember, I told you I will call in sick today? guess what? I did went to work....
Anyways, still the same... lots of the crew were sick..Is it some sort of epidemic or what? well, super busy....but we survived....this whining of mine is kindda annoying huh? I'm sure... you are so tired of listening to my endless whining!!!

On the bright side, I did a major cleaning in my room... I moved this to that.... so I am now suffering from allergies brought by the dust.... this only shows how messy and dirty my room was.... hahaha!!!

I wonder how will I tell a person that I am really am avoiding her.... Maybe you're thinking that I'm a bad person... No I'm not.... let me defend myself...She used to be my friend.... but she was spreading rumors...how will I say this...."balimbing" in one word.... and that cause a major fight ....she used to ask me for advice but then she just keep on doing what she wants and even made the fight grow bigger and bigger.....I am not trying to avoid her... coz she hadn't been a friend ever since.... she just used me.....and I feel so stupid about it.....

Monday... yes its Monday but at work... its been so terrible.... 3 people called in sick... I was trying to call in some but they're not available to work today.... The grill was not working properly.... The ice machine is not dispensing any ice.....
WhoW... I was about to leave the store already...what's up? there are 2 more managers but I guess they don't care.....MY boss is not around coz she went to Vegas for seminar....
I'm left all alone with those bunch of problems....I hate this kind of day....Glad I was able to call all the techncians.... and fixed everything....

Oh men.....I hate this.... hate it... so hate it!!! If only I could SCREAM from the top of my lungs!!!

Anyways, I'm planning to call in sick tomorrow... For sure, tomorrow will be tough as hell....coz there will be visitors and to think that my store manager is not around.... I'm still thinking about it though.....I have my back pains right now... I will ask my Mom to give me a massage later.... then if I still don't feel like going to work tomorrow I'll rather call in tonight to let them know.....

My pay rate does not make sense for the stuff my boss asks me to do....so I'll better ditch work just for the meantime.... I've been a very productive employee for the last 2 years... so I guess I deserve to rebel in some ways... :evilgrin: hahahaha!!!!

Kinda in a dilemma right now.....

It's been a tough week and I supposed it will be tougher this coming week....

This is Marlin and Dory.... look how cute they are.... Marlin is Nemo's father... and Dory was the fish who accompanied Marlin to look for his lost son... she has a problem of remembering things...And of all the characters... Dory is my favorite! Just go and see the movie and you will know why... :)

Hi there... just got home....went boy watching....Hahahaha!!!!
I went to look for a job today... submit a couple of applications... then went at Chula Vista... to visit a friend.... did some VIDEOKE again!!! as usual.... then when we got bored... we went to Fashion Valley to see a movie.... Finding Nemo.... it was really a cool movie!!!! and its so cute!!! I feel like a kid again.... Its funny coz most of the people who saw it were in their teens and early twenties....and I had a blast....

anyways..... its too late already... I still have to go back to work early in the morning tomorrow.... alrighty!

Hello....I'm back... got an e-mail from a friend... and its cute... let me share it with you...

Which Sesame Street Character are you?

Get a pen and paper because you'll want to keep
track of the question number and your answer. You'll
need both to unlock the secret code at the end.

1) What describes your perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner for two
b) Amusement park
c) Rollerblading in the park
d) Rock concert
e) See a movie

2) What is your favorite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll
b) Alternative
c) Soft Rock
d) Classical
e) Popular

3) What is your favorite type of movie?
a) Comedy
b) Horror
c) Musical
d) Romance
e) Documentary

4) Which of the following jobs wouldyou chose if you
were given only these choices?
a) Waiter/Waitress
b) Sports Player
c) Teacher
d) Policeman
e) Bartender

5) Which would you rather do if you had an hour to
waste?
a) Work out
b) Read
c) Watch TV
d) Listen to the radio
e) Sleep

6) Of the following colors, which do you like the
best?
a) yellow
b) white
c) sky blue
d) teal
e) red

7) Which one of the following would you like to eat
right now?
a) ice cream
b) pizza
c) sushi
d) pasta
e) salad

8) What is your favorite holiday?
a) Halloween
b) Christmas
c) New Year's
d) Valentine's Day
e) Thanksgiving

9) If you could go to any of the following places,
which would it be?
a) Paris
b) Spain
c) Las Vegas
d) Hawaii
e) Hollywood

10) Of the following, who would you rather spend
time with?
a) Someone who is smart
b) Someone with good looks
c) Someone who is a party animal
d) Someone who has fun all the time
e) Someone who is very emotional

Now total up your points and find your character
below:
Q 1 .... a=4 b=2 c=5 d=1 e=3
Q 2 ... a=2 b=1 c=4 d=5 e=3
Q 3 ... a=2 b=1 c=3 d=4 e=5
Q 4 ... a=4 b=5 c=3 d=2 e=1
Q 5 ... a=5 b=4 c=2 d=1 e=3
Q 6 ... a=1 b=5 c=3 d=2 e=4
Q 7 ... a=3 b=2 c=1 d=4 e=5
Q 8 ... a=1 b=3 c=2 d=4 e=5
Q 9 ... a=4 b=5 c=1 d=2 e=3
Q 10... a=5 b=2 c=1 d=3 e=4

(10-17 points): You are OSCAR. You are wild and
crazy and you know it. You know how to have fun, but
you may take it to extremes. You know what you are
doing though, and are much in control of your own
life. People don't always see things your way, but
that doesn't mean that you should do away with your
beliefs. Try to remember that your wild spirit can
lead to hurting yourself and others.


(18-26 points) You are ERNIE. You are fun, friendly,
and popular. You are a real crowd pleaser. You have
probably been out on the town your share of times,
yet you come home with the values that your mother
taught you. Marriage and children are imortant to
you, but only after you have fun. Don't let the
people you please influence you to stray!


(27-34 points) You are ELMO. You are cute, and
everyone loves you. You are a best friend that no
one takes the chance of losing. You never hurt
feelings and seldom have your own feelings hurt.
Life is a breeze. You are witty and calm most of the
time. Just keep clear of backstabbers, and you are
worry free.


(35-42 points) You are KERMIT. You are a lover.
Romance, flowers, and wine are all you need to enjoy
yourself. You are serious about all commitments. A
family person. You call your Mom every Sunday, and
never forget a Birthday. Don't let your passion for
romance get confused with the real thing.


(43-50 points) You are BERT. You are smart, a real
thinker. Every situation is approached with a plan.
You are very healthy in mind and body. You teach
strong family values. Keep your feet planted in
them, but don't overlook a bad situation when it
does happen.


*I'm ELMO!!! (33 total points... ) *

Be right back...

I had a very tough day today at work.....

But that's alright....I need to focus to something beneficial.....

I called some fellow pexers just to get a load out of me....and it turned out just fine...
Thanks you guys... you know who you are! :)

Good Night!

Good news!!! I will still be going to SDSU this coming Fall.... the good thing about that is that I won't stop for a semester... I will be taking the rest of the upper division general eds... then on October I'll be applying for school of nursing..... Yehey!!! It's almost the same but all I'm missing are my nursing classes... but pretty much I'm in the right track... I felt so relieved when I talked to my EOP counselor this morning at SDSU.... She was really helpful.... All I need to do now is to get all my immunizations done and attend the orientation.
I'm planning to take two psychology classes.... one on personality and the other was just for fun... Sexual Behaviors... hahahha..... I was browsing the list of classes I need to take and I bumped on this one.... This for sure will interest me and keep me alive for the whole semester.... hahahahaha...Then I might also take either Greek Mythology or Music since I am also fond of singing....
I have my migraine again.... but see how hardheaded I am.... still in front of the PC surfing the web....I took an Advil already but it has no effect.... sheesh...

Got to go now....I need to take a rest....

HAPPY FATHER's DAY!!!
We celebrated Father's Day at the church today... we had a Sunday Brunch... I would like to share an excerpt from our weekly bulletin that really caught my attention...

4 years: My Daddy can do anything!
7 years: My Dad knows a lot...a whole lot.
8 years: My father does not know quite everything.
12 years: Oh well, naturally Father does not know that either
14 years: Oh Father? He is hopelessly old-fashioned.
21 years: Oh, that man-he is out of date!
25 years: He knows a little bit about it, but not much.
30 years: I must find out what Dad thinks about it.
35 years: Before we decide, we will get Dad's idea first.
50 years: What would Dad have thought about that?
60 years: My Dad knew literally eveything!
65 years: I wish I could talk it over with Dad once more.

*The imprint of the father remains forever on the life of the child!!

To My Dad,
Happy Father's Day... I love you so much and you're the Best Dad in the whole world.....

Hello!!!!
I'm happy... its my day off tomorrow.... and also its Father's Day...
BTW, I bought my dad a new pair of Reebok rubber shoes.....
I watched the movie Till There Was You with Judy Ann and Piolo... I actually not a fan of Piolo neither Judy Ann... but I found this movie real cool... I even like the theme song if this movie...
Seriously, I rent Filipino movies just to critique it.....the only thing I noticed was how Piolo was so "agressive" with their kissing scenes.... and you can tell that Judy Ann was trying to move back a little....Sheesh...but the rest...pretty good... a very predictable plot but the story is really cute....

Till There Was You
There were birds in the sky
But I never saw them winging
No, I never saw them at all
Till there was you...

There were bells on the hill
But I never heard them ringing
No, I never heard them at all
Till there was you...

Then there was music...
And wonderful roses...
They tell me...
In sweet fragrant meadows
Of dawn....
And dew....

There were birds in the sky
But I never saw them winging
No, I never saw them at all
Till there was you...

There were bells on the hill
But I never heard them ringing
No, I never heard them at all
Till there was you...

Then there was music...
And wonderful roses...
They tell me...
In sweet fragrant meadows
Of dawn....
And dew....

There was love all around
But I never heard it singing
No, I never heard it all
Till there was you...

Till...there was you.

PS... it's my aching aching's graduation tomorrow... "Congratulations , my sweetie! "

I just woke up from a ery nice nap.... I woke up at 4AM... went to work at 5....I came back home at around 2PM..... I was browsing the TV trying to get some sleep...and I came up with this afternoon daily soap operas... hahaha.... it was weird.... I remember the times when I use to drool over dailys soap operas in the PI....Anyways, I snooze....
I'm so tired really! but I am just looking forward to my upcoming paycheck... whoohoo!!! Just enought to pay off one third of my credit card bills... hahaha...
I am also thinking of something I coud give to my Dad on Sunday for Father's day....hmmm...I think he needs a new rubber shoes...I'm not sure yet I still need to confirm about it... BTW, I don't even know what his shoe size is... hahaha....
What else???? Tomorrow will be the play offs for my brother's basketball team...
I still need to watch Finding Nemo.... Oh my gosh.. I remember that I'm already missing some good movies lately.... Charlie's Angel will be out soon and also Legally Blonde 2... I need some catching up to do... If only I could drag along with me some friends... that will be great... Everybody seems so busy because it is already the start of Summer and everyone is busy earning extra money for the next semester.... Oh life here in the US.....

I need to cook for our dinner... my mom will go home late tonight... I wonder what will I cook?
TC

I'm tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've been working for 6 days straight already.... Friday and Sat.... I will be working 5AM... Darn!!! too early... I'm not a morning person....

Haven't got a second job yet.... remember... yesterday coz it was my day off.. I was supposed to look for a job but then around 11 AM my boss called asking if i could drop by at the store for a few hours to check about something.... there you go... After I went to my friend's lolah to get my pasalubong, I went straight to work. I didn't even got a chance to drop by at Jollibee to get some food... Grrr....I was really in a hurry....zooming my driving....

I worked for 4 hours...just check if everything is ready for Tuesday (which is today btw) coz we have AGAIN the owner operator at the store.... Everybody was stressed out today.... not including me... Its just that there's nothing to worry about if you think you are already doing your very best....though its a very long day for me.... The visit was fine....

I'm still looking forward to find another job.... I am financially broke....seriously....oh well.... that's where the fun is!!! lol

What a gloomy day!!!! I wonder when will the sun come out...

THE BENCHMARK OF SUCCESS

YOU ARE A SUCCESS...

* WHEN you clearly understand that failure is an event, not a person - that
yesterday ended last night, and today is a brand new day.

* WHEN you know that a success (a win) doesn't make you and that a failure
(a loss) doesn't break you.

* WHEN you have made friends with your past, are focused on the present,
and are optimistic about your future.

* WHEN you are filled with faith, hope, and love and live without anger,
greed, guilt, envy, or thoughts of revenge.

* WHEN you are mature enough to delay gratification and shift your focus
from your rights to your responsibilities.

* WHEN you know that failure to stand for what is morally right is the
prelude to becoming a victim of what is criminally wrong.

YOU ARE A SUCCESS...

* WHEN you are secure in who you are, so you are at peace with your Creator
and in fellowship with others.

* WHEN you have made friends of your adversaries and have gained the love
and respect of those who know you best.

* WHEN you understand that others can give you pleasure but that genuine
happiness comes when you do things for others.

* WHEN you give hope to the hopeless, love to the unlovable, and are
pleasant to the grouch, courteous to the rude, and generous to the needy.

* WHEN you can look back in forgiveness, forward in hope, down in
compassion, and up with gratitude.

* WHEN you know that the greatest are those who choose to be servants of all.

* WHEN you recognize, confess, develop, and use your given physical,
mental, and spiritual abilities for the benefit of others.

YOU ARE A SUCCESS when you know that you have been a good and faithful
servant of the Creator of the universe.

Hello....

My weekend was great though I wasn't able to see FastNFurious2.... oh well, but I did have a great time with the Videoke.... hihihi..
I will be going down south at National City tomorrow to pick up my [i]pasalubong[/i] from my bestfriend.... I wonder what it is... she said she bought me a couple of celfone cases..... I will also drop by at Jollibee to get breakfast meal or whatever.... I want some Chicken Joy but I don't like the US version of it...

I also went shopping today with my Mom... so that made my day complete....my favorite hobby....

Then we went at Henry's to buy fresh fruits.... They had lots of strawberries... My mom bought 3 boxes.... yummy!!!!

That's it for this day....Good Night....

BTW.... I'm off tomorrow, I might go ahead and look for a second job...

Just got home from the youth group.... I had so much fun... I went crazy singing with the karaoke!!!! ang saya!!!

I missed that kind of activity so much... I used to go karaoke singing in the Philippines with my friends....Now, I'm planning to buy one so I could use it at my upcoming birthday!!! Yehey!!!

Alright!
Darn! SDSU rocks...it was so huge!!! and the funny thing was I got lost... hahaha

First... in the freeway...I was just following the directions and what I didn't know was the exit was under construction so I have to make a detour... I'm not familiar with the place so my directions are useless.... thank God.. I was following the car with a sticker SDSU on his bumper so I was able to make to my destination....

Then.. I started to follow the directions again from the parking lot to the university itself. Guess what? Its under construction so I have to go in and out of the hallways.... Whew!!! it was gloomy and some rainshowers.... I was sweating! can you imagine that!... I was totally lost.... I went to the schol map to see where I am supposed to be going... and it turns out that I was in the opposite direction... Thank God again for the second time... there was this student who was also looking to the same building....

The test was essay... more on writing thingie.. it was about the special priveleges under special circumstances whether you agree or not.... I opposed :)

I hope I passed the test. I am just hoping for at least a 10 out of 12.... *crosses her fingers*

I'll be right back.... let me answer the phone first....

I need to go to bed early tonight... I have an assessment test tomorrow at San Diego State... and I need to drive all the way there and find my room... since I'm not familiar with the location... I need to set an hour before to find a parking space and find the exact testing center..


Nytie!

Hello....

I havent seen my crush today... so I'm totally not in the mood.... hahahaha..

I have a little problem though.... I was caught in the middle of my two best friends....and the guy was asking for my help....This is why sometimes I think that LOVE stinks...I am really worried right now... coz the guy seem so depressed about what happen to both of them.... and really worried...

Tired........... I'm so tired today...

I went to work at 6 AM ....and I didn't know that the owner operator will visit the store...so imagine how stressful that was....trying to impress the owner... anyways, we got over it and the result was great!.... On the contrary, everybody didn't got their breaks til the owner left....

When I got home around 3 PM...I ate my lunch and breakfast together...hahaha... then took a shower and a nap... After an hour, I went to pick up my mom at work and went to do grocery shopping.... whew!!!! I hate it. 'coz my mom keeps on reading every single item.... and comparing prices....total headache!!

Then we went home around 8 PM.... and I sat to watch TV but I went to fool around with my brother instead while he was doing his homework... hahaha!!! a ver very bad sister!

I also talked to my friend this morning and she was asking me if I am sure that I'm going with them when I visit the Philippines... I am too excited but I will just keep my fingers cross til I will have my tickets on hand!!...I have one more problem though.... I need to renew my passport... and I have no idea how much will it cost...

I was also able to receive an email from an old friend...we kinda went separate ways in not so good terms and I hope eveything will be fine now... no more grudges....we cleared up things and now we are starting all over again....

Tomorrow is Thursday... I hope to see my crush again.... *lovesigh*

Pex is now alive and kicking!!!! wohoo!!!

I need to print out copies of my resume hoping to start applying tomorrow....Hope I can find a cool job.
I was at work this morning and my former anatomy classmate dropped by get a free hook up... Sheesh... he was always there every Thurs and Tues.... I am afraid I get into trouble. And also, he keeps on calling me on my celfone leaving messages and stuff asking how I've been. He asked me why I don't answer the fone... I told him it was broken and needs to be fixed.... Hahaha... I hope he could feel that I'm hiding from him. Its not that I hate him... he was just being so OVER already, and he's not even thinking if I would mind.... If he calls again, I'm going to answer the fone and will tell him that my boss noticed that I keep on hooking up people and gave me a warning or I will be fired. I hate to lie but I don't know how I will approach him about this issue.... I hope I'm doing the right thing.... :(

Oh well, so that's why I'm looking for a different shift so he won't ask me no more.....
Got to do my resume, I'll see yah tomorrow..

PS. Oh my gosh my crush went to the drive thru again...He knows that I work TTH.... he said HI.......DArn! he's so fine!!!

Another day had passed....

Good Morning!
It's gloomy outside I wonder why? Summer was supposed to be bright and dandy but it seems like its already Fall.
I will be on my way to work later on...I still have no idea what to do next. I mean my plans for the future. I'll be taking the writing assessment test on Saturday at SDSU. I am also planning to aply for a bank teller, or just find something for a second job. I feel its not me if I'm not ourside the house for 16 hours. I want to keep myself very busy. I just don't want to spend half of my whole day in the house. I just feel that I'm a bum the more I stay in the house.

Oh well, I hope I could find one more job. Something with lot of cuties so I will be spending the rest of the summer gazing and flirting!!! Hahaha.
I hope this day will turn out to be fine. Men! I forgot to buy two bdaycards for me to send to my two friends... I'm just gonna call them up and greet them.

Yesterday, I haven't got any chance to buy one. I went to get my oil changed and brake inspection for my car. Then I went to school foy buy back of books. I only got 80 bucks for those 6 books I sold and thinking that I bought it all brand new. After that, I was upset so I went to have my facial package....hahaha... vanity day...then returned the DVD , picked up my mom at work, then went straight home.

Alrighty, I'll get back to you later if I have time... Aloha!

I'm bored and I'm still a bummer!... :(

Good day!

I feel like I'm a bum.... I hate when there's a sudden change of plans.... I have the hardest time to decide what to do next. And I just hate myself...
This is one of the things I need to change. Like now, I need to decide whether I will continue at SDSU or just go ahead and choose Maric College instead....
It's hard. I am a bum....

This summer, I was planning to enroll to a Physiology class and CNA classes... but it seems like eveything I decided to take was CLOSED....Now, I really wanted to quit my job...I just hate it...and I'm sick and tired of waking up each day doing stuff I really don't want to do. I need a career change that's why I am so into my studies so I could have my dream job. But when SDSU School of Nursing told me that they won't take any considerations, that pissed me off. ONE MORE YEAR and I'm done with my school but it seems like that there are lots of hindrances....I was asking God why? Maybe He has a better plan for me but you know what, I am depressed and frustrated. And I shouldn't be feeling this way.

I inquired at Maric College, it was an accelerated private school. And I'm going to spend 28,000+ for 15 months to get my license as a registered nurse. Oh my!!!! Where in the world I'm I going to get that amount of money???

I need to consult a counselor, and one more thing, my school counselor is on maternity leave.... Whaaa!!! And some of the counselors I asked for help, doesn't help me at all... She was the only one I could relate all my problems to when it comes to school.

I hope that eveything will turn out just fine, whatever decision I will some up with.....

Got this forwarded email from Fran...I was reading it and "hoped" I could relate....BTW... he's not at church this morning but you know what... I was kinda happy bout yesterday coz all of his nieces and nephew was there at the basketball game (My brother's team won... for the first time.... leading 11 points... hahaha... definitely a miracle!)... They call me and went towards me saying "Hi Auntie Abigail".... Ha! I felt to be part of their family!!! hahaha!!!! I was totallr disillusional but who knows we might end up in each others arms..... in the future.... (The other half of my conscious mind is telling me... wake up!!!) All I could do is just hope for the best... I was not happy to the mentality that girls aren't supposed to be courting the guy... but what it the guy is a total jerk! Sheesh...what's up with that....

TWO LETTERS

Hey there.

I just saw you dis morning. U were passing by d caf. U were wearing
ur black, donald duck t-shirt and a pair of faded blue jeans. U were
walking with ur friends, chatting happily, w/ dat dazzling smile
affixed on ur face. U flipped ur hair slowly w/ ur left hand, and as
u passed by, a couple of girls followed u w/ their eyes.

Our eyes met for a second, and i didn't know what 2 do. I completely
froze on my seat. U suddenly smiled, making me see the braces on ur
teeth. I smiled back timidly. U then walked past me, not giving me a
second look. When i turned around, u were already gone.

Four months and nothing has changed. Ur still d cool varsity player
who is also an officer of one of d most distinguished orgs in campus.
And im still dat ordinary girl who sits behind u every M-W-F in our 1
hour class together.

I think u only talked 2 me twice. Once was when u asked me if someone
was seated beside me on d first day of classes, and i said yes. The
last was wen u asked if i was done w/ our term paper. I never got d
courage 2 talk 2 u first. U were so cool n popular, and i always feel
like a nobody when ur around.

I guess we cud never b friends. And i guess i better stop dreaming
about u. It wouldn't do me any good anyway.

***********

Hey there.

I just saw u dis morning. U were in d caf when i passed by. U were
wearing a blue round-neck blouse and a pair of white capri pants. U
were w/ ur usual companions, eating ur usual order of Fritada. U
carefully flipped through d pages of ur Psy book as u gently sipped
from ur glass of iced tea. D guys around u kept giving u quick
glances, but u never noticed. U were 2 busy studying.

Our eyes met for a second, and i didn't know what 2 do. I thought i'd
freeze on d spot. I nervously smiled, hoping u wudn't notice that im
shaking. You smiled slightly, then returned to ur book. As i passed u
by, i turned around 2 giv u another look. But u weren't looking.

Four months and nothing has changed. Ur still d brilliant Dean's
Lister who is always a representative for school forums and
conferences. And im still d ordinary guy in front of u every M-W-F in
our one hour class together.

I think u only talked 2 me twice. Once was wen i asked u if someone
was seated beside u on our first day of classes, n u said yes. I was
hoping i cud sit beside u, since ive been eyeing on u since our
freshmen year. The last was wen i asked if u were done w/ our term
paper. I was going 2 ask u if u cud help me w/ mine, and eat
somewhere at d same time. But wen u nodded, i completely lost my
nerve. I never got d courage 2 talk 2 u again. U were so smart and
popular, and i always feel like a nobody wenever ur around.

I guess we could never b friends. And i guess i better stop dreaming
about u. It wouldn't do me any good anyway.