Oh... I saw my crush yesterday....Mr. Ofner Pascual... and here's the thing.... we chatted for like 5 minutes.... that's a good thing... we haven't got the chance to talk since we were introduced... Oh my gosh.... he just took a test for dentistry...I hope he gets his license... for sure... I'll be one of his patients..... he's so cute... he looks like Rustom Padilla....nice smile too.... and of course... very lovable eyes.... whew!!! I can still feel the rush of my "kiligness"..... :)

I tried to do the Flirt test like Mr Jovee Lark did... (*peace*).... I wonder what the result is....

Hahaha!!!... here's the result

Abby, You scored 59 percent in this test!
Abby, your witty comments and your seductive looks hit the bulls-eye every time. If somebody knows how to flirt then it's you. No matter if your heartthrob is shy or a go-getter, you know exactly how to bring him out of his shell and twist him around your little finger. When you're interested in somebody, you'll really get things moving. Because you are sensitive and know how to put yourself into your heartthrob's position, it's easy for you to give attention to your partner.

oh well... :) ...I think all their comments were all the same.... hahaha

I wonder where's my brother.... we are supposed to see Finding Nemo tonight....

I feel better now... I finally figure out what's my best alternative...

Whew!!! that was a bloddy thinking of balancing the pros and cons of my decision....

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!! I need to celebrate!!!! I was so preoccupied with my problems this morning so I didnt felt the triumph of another semester!!!..
Anyways..... C'mon and celebrate with me....

Peeps!!! I'm not in the mood today... something came up and it really pissed me off!!! grrr

nagloloko ang blogger... hmpf!

This song is lovingly dedicated to my "aching-aching"...

Weak

I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you do to me
It's a feeling that I want to stay

Now my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of loving you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the problem here is you

I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak
I lose all control
It's something comes over me
In a daze, it is so amazing
It's not a phase, I want you to stay with me
By my side, I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off my feet
Can't explain why your love just makes me weak

Time after time after time I tried to fight it
But your love is strong
It keeps me holdin' on
Resistance is down when you're around my ba-a-by
In my condition, I don't want to be alone

Now my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of loving you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the problem here is you

I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak
I lose all control
It's something comes over me
In a daze, it is so amazing
It's not a phase, I want you to stay with me
By my side, I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off my feet
Can't explain why your love just makes me weak

I get so weak
Blood starts racing through my veins (I get so weak)
Ooh, it's something I can't explain (I get so weak)
Something 'bout the way you do
The things you do...
Knocks me right (off my feet)
Can't explain why your love just makes me weak

Time after time after time
I try to fight it
But your love is strong
It keeps on holding on
Resistance is down when you're around
In no condition, i don't want to be alone

Now my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of loving you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the problem here is you


I get so weak
Blood starts racin through my veins I got so weak
Boy, it's something that I can't explain I get so weak
Something 'bout the way you do the things you're doin'
Knocks me right off my feet (off my feet)
I can't explain why your lovin makes me weak

Howdy!!!

Just got home from the park!!!! Wow!!! I enjoyed this Memorial Day so much.... need to know why? Don't worry I will surely tell you why....
My "aching-aching" as my lolah call it... was at the park... He came a couple of minutes later when we got there.... My first Memorial Day with him.... but here's the thing though... we didn't speak to each other the whole time we were there at the park.... sounds so pathetic??? yes it is! *sigh*

I was playing volleyball when he came.... now.. everybody wants a REAL game... I was supossed to play but guess who went to join the other team??? yes!!! it was HIM... so instead of playing.... I told them that I will just go ang do the scoring....FOUL # 1

During lunch... well we look at each other but still SILENCE PREVAILS!!! FOUL #2

There was this second match again... everybody was calling me to join but I rejected the call coz his there .... I'm afraid that if I messed up he's gonna make fun of me and thinks that this gal doesn't know what she was doing so....thats's it... I just watch him play...FOUL # 3

Then... I was playing the guitar... he's just besides me like about 5 feet away.... I then gave back the guitar to my dad...He came up to my dad and said, "Pahiram po".. Darn!!! I was so impressed that he was really good at it!!!! My thoughts of forgetting about him came back and told me that IS THIS THE GUY YOU WANTED TO GIVE UP? Oh my gosh!!!! I can't say no more.... FOUL # 4

Lastly, before we went home... the church asked to take our pictures.... I sat at the front to make sure I have plenty of space at the picture (lol) ... you know what happen? He was at the back but he moved forward BESIDES ME!!!!!! and sat!....I was so weak as if I'm gonna disappear.... instead of saying my BEST HI in the whole world I ended up... speechless......FOUL # 5

Five opportunities that was supposed to be my chance to let myself out! and I totally blew it!..
He's shy... I'm shy.... all we do was just catch each other staring at each other.... *sigh*

What do I need to do??? ............................ We are so hopeless to be together!

Good Evening!!!

I just got home from the movie theater and watched MATRIX RELOADED!!!! It was sooooo good!!! it was great! and so awesome!!!!
I was able to drag along with me my brother and of course he demanded that I should pay for the tickets although he was really dying to see the movie for himself!... oh well, its worth the money though so why complain about it...

What else? Oh yeah.... I wento to see my brother play basketball.... too bad they suck and they lose.... hahaha!!! very bad ATE huh? I was cheering for the other team though!!! hahahah!!!!

Today, was also the last day of my Anatomy class.... It was nice that I was able to accomplish all my endeavors in that class and I'm very happy with my grade coz I really worked so hard to get it! For my incentive, I treated my self with shopping my favorite thing to do... I went at Old Navy and bought a denim overall and a white shirt.... I wanted those capris and short denim skirts but they're not on sale so I will just wait for it....

I need to go back and do what I'm doing... I was actually getting ready for my handworks for my toddler class tomorrow at Sunday School.... I love teaching those kids they're so funny and cute!!! they always make me laugh!!!....

Good night!

Today is kinda gloomy... I wonder why??? it was supposed to be summer weather already... wassup with that?

Anyways, I just woke up.... I'll be on my way to the doctor's clinic probably around 9 then I'll go to work afterwards...I hope they won't drain all of my blood... lol...
I haven't eaten my dinner last night and breakfast today coz the doctor said that I need to go fasting before the blood test... hayyy...

I would like to thank Lolah Jary for her so mcuh concern... though we haven't seen each other yet personally... she's a very very good friend of mine... she makes me laugh all the time especially when we chat online and definitely when we talk on the phone.... Thanks Lolah.... you don't worry about me... I'm a big girl! I can manage!!! *wink*

I also enjoy the company of Mr Pacey out there... he makes me laugh too... all the time... I appreciate his text messages eventhough he said that "Ang mahal ko raw ka text"... Thank you...and his advices about how to get my sleep... thank you na rin kahit walang kwenta! *peace*...

ToMs Tin.... thank you for just dropping by saying HI and HELLO...I appreciate your time... :)
I better get ready.... I'll post some details later!

Hello!
I went to have my check up today an it ended up that I need to go back tomorrow to get a blood test.
I'm starting to freak out...I was telling myself that it is not that big of deal!

I called my mom to let her know... I told her that she will now be rich coz she can now claim my health insurance coz I'm dying...
I know that's not funny.... I'm just trying to be cool about it!

All I have to do now is pray... and just hope that the result will be negative....
I want to be healthy and I will do my best to be healthy....

My boss told me that they will be getting a lot of blood from me! Darn! ....That freaks me out... I'm not scared of needles or anything its only the idea of gettin my blood.
well, don't worry! I will be just fine! :)

Whew!!! I'm not taking the Finals on Anatomy!!!!! WOHOOO!!!!!!

Art and Humanities essay..... that's it!!! and Spring semester is over!!!!! wohoo!!!!

Its already almost 5PM... I'm so lazy to go to my class today....Its just that all my tests for this week were over and I don't feel like going to school. I had my Humanities objective part test this morning, whew! I thought it was hard coz there were lots of names and dates to memorize. I'm glad that I went through all my notes.... thank God!

I wonder what my two test results was??? Alright... I'm actually here in the computer lab right now... I went here early so I could get a decent parking space.... It was so hot today and you can feel that Summer is just around the corner. I need to go shopping though...I need to buy shorts and capri pants... Too much info to share.... don't you think so... hahaha!!

I was also browsing for jobs available... I want to quit my current job already.... but I can't find something that could pay me more than what I am getting right now... Oh! It was my review last 16th... I wonder how much my raise was?

I'm so bored! I have nothing to do online and I still have 1 and half more hour to go...I'm done bouncing from someone's blog to the other....*sigh*

Later!

I didn't like the season finale of Smallville last night.. Grr....

Good Tuesday Morning.....Just got home from dropping off my brother to school...It's a very fine day today... a little bit chilly but hopefully the sun will come out shining so bright later on....

I heard from an old friend, actually two of them... It's really nice to catch up after several years without seeing each other. The other one was telling me that she'll be asking the whole barkada to be the ninongs and ninangs for her new baby. I was asking her if its a boy or a girl.... haven't got any replies yet.. hihihi...

I am pretty sure now that I won't take any summer classes because I will be very busy. I am planning to attend a Fil-Am convention at Bakersfield this coming 4th of July. And also, there will be a youth camp. I was also thinking of going to Sea World and Disneyland. It was really funny coz I've been here for quite a while and I haven't even seen those two places... Haha!!! Excited to see Shamu and Mickey Mouse.....

Oh my gosh! I'm not getting any younger.... two months from now I'll be turning 23(Ha!)....I was thinking of all the stuff that I already did, I mean my accomplishments.... and hopefully doing more stuff that I needed to do.... Wanna know what? I want to go bungee jumping, I want to ride all the extreme rides at Six Flags... go skinny dipping!!! *censored* hahaha!....I know I'm weird this morning....

Haven't chatted with Lolah Jary last night... I wonder where she's been? maybe on a date or something! *peace*

I miss Pex...when can those guys fix the problem.... I miss NGARAG's
And I missed all the kulitans!

Have a nice day!

BTW.... I was so happy with the final season and the end of the series Dawson's Creek.....



I was so glad that it was Joey and Pacey who ended up together! It was just so sad that Jen died...and I can't believe that Pacey's brother ended up with Jack... I didn't even know that he's gay... oh well.... as long as Pacey and Joey... fine with me!!!

One more test for this week.... HUMANITIES... We watched the movie The Seventh Seal which is a Swedish movie with English subtitles.... homigawd! its in black and white and I didn't even get the message... my professor was just freaky I guess to give that kind of movie for a test... I can't still figure out what was its relationship to Humanities???? weird!

I received an email from SDSU... gees... another type of payment.... I wonder when will this stop... I wish that my Federal Grant will be just sent directly to me.... I've been paying for this kind os stuff so and so... an I haven't got any single penny from the Federal....

I was worried with my Child Development class.... Its just that I took it for granted and I'm so worried that I could get a C in that class.....I've submitted all extra credit just in case.... I need to get in touch with my professor.... *sigh* it will be a very frustrating for my GPA in ever....

I still haven't found someone to go with me and watch Matrix...

Anyways.... I guess that's it for today....

Hello!!!!

Golly! I need to finish all my requirements for this coming Fall.... for sure my summer will be very busy..... I need to attend an orientation at SDSU... I need to sign up for a writing assessment! and most of all I need to get all the necessary vaccinations!!!! *OUCH!!*.....

I'll post some more later.. coz I need to go now.....I have Finals on my Child Development class....I will be home pretty early today since this is our last test... but also, I need to finish up my Speech critique for the whole semester...

Bounce...

I need to see THE MATRIX this week... but I'm wondering who will I drag along withe me to the movies...lol...My brother will watch it on Tuesday and I have Finals on Wednesday. I will probably wactch it this coming weekend...since it will be a very long weekend coz of the Memorial Day.

I was thinking of taking some summer classes but I am just too lazy and I've been spending my last two summers in school. I might enrol to a tennis class just for fun. I'm planning to volunteer at Children's Hospital, too. Its just for me to gain experience about my nursing career. Hope I could me cute doctors and nurses there!!! *lol*.... ANd to think that this summer will be soooo much fun!...

But one thing is for sure... I will work probably a minimum of 40 hours a week coz I need to pay off all my credit cards in three months before I tranfer to the university. Darn those credit cards. I just got a new one last week. *sigh*....

And also, I'm planning to visit the Philippines on December so I need to get rid of all of my account balances so I could buy my plane ticket!!!. I'm still not so very sure about this idea because of SARS... Its just that I missed all of friends and some *toot*...Hahaha!!! More than 3 years is a very long time.....I wonder how the Philippines look like nowadays....Ha!

Sunday!

My brother went back to Lemoore already...

I haven't seen him today... I wonder where he was?..lol....

Darn! Matrix ticket! SOLD OUT!!!!!!

I guess... better luck next time....

Oh well.....

Good Morning!!! whoa!!! I'm relieved!!!....I think that I'll be getting a good score on my anatomy test....It seems pretty easy though don't want to conclude yet til I get my grade!....Two more tests and one more paper and I'll be fine... My brother from the Navy is staying with us right now.... We're planning to go bowling and watch the Matrix tonight. We need to reserve a ticket already beacause it will be sold out pretty soon.....

I feel better now... I was actually sentimental last night I guess because I'm also stressed out... but since this humongous test is over I'm not that sad no more... It's just that I misses him and I missed talking to him....*sigh*

Oh well, I need to go now... I might post some time later bout my gimiks!!! Hahaha!!!

I wonder how what he's doing right now....I can't understand it! really!!! He's so wierd....I'm thinking what's wrong.... I feel that I need to move on now... I can't just stop my whole world because of him....I need to get a life! *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* ..... I'm lonely... and I need to talk to someone about this....

wow mali lang pala!!!! Hahaha!!!

Can't believe it!!!! may pex na!!!!

Ola! ..... a very long day today!. I went to work from 9 AM til 6 PM... now... I'm just checkin' all my emails and afterwards, will be starting to study for my test tomorrow! Cheez!!! I'm looking forward to the upcoming long weekend two weeks form now!... I can't wait to relax! Grr... I hate this kind of life but I guess I have no choice.. all I need to do is to enjoy life!.... I miss the Philippines....its just that I was talking to my friend this morning and he told me that his mom offered him a free plane ticket to PI... and he turned that down. *sigh* I wish my parents could do that for me! hahaha!!!....

Howdy! I'm so tired...... just got home form work.... and I was pissed with my computer... I mean my modem... coz it keeps on disconnecting!!!! Good news! I finished my last speech this morning and it went well. Although, I cried a little bit coz I got so emotional about my topic! hahaha....all I need to do now is finish my critique and then Im over with this class. But I'm still stressed out. I have a major test on Saturday (Anatomy) and I hate to say that I'm procrastinating....I have a paper due on Monday. I have a major test on my Art class on Monday. I have a major test on Child Development on Monday.... I nedd to do a movie review for my Humanities class.... Oh my gosh!!! I'm experiencing information overload this week......My brother who's in the Navy is going home tomorrow and they're planning to see The Matrix.... I don't want to miss that! And also, Im working!!!!! grrrrrr.....

Hello!!! I'm here in school.... finishing up my powerpoint presentation for my speech class tomorrow.... I haven't practiced yet... And I'm so worried I will mess it up....But I need to think positive and be confident. Anyways, I was able to talk to my classmate way back in high school. It was fun and we ended up chatting for almost an hour. 'Twas nice to hear from him....Oh well, I need to get back to what I am doing now. Two more weeks.....two more weeks!!!!

I was not able to practice my speech....so I went and watched Smallville instead..... wow!!! I like this episode... Lana and Clark ended up with each other's arms.... kakakilig!!!! Can't wait til next Tuesday for the Season's Finale.....

Well, well,well...... Just got home from a very tedious work...Its kinda slow so I went home early. I need to finish my specch outline now by hook or by crook..... and I have no plans of getting a C in this last speech. I need to get an A so I will end up getting an A for my final. Also, I need to start of with my Anatomy class... because on Saturday...we will have our next test and through this test, the teacher will know who's who are going to take the Finals.... I need to A's the test so I will be free as a bird. I just hate this part of this semester. Tons of work to do! and it pisses me off..... coz I was not able to do stuff that I wanted to do..... Oh well, I dont know if I will be able to get back to you later coz as I have said.... I am busy...Anyways.... that's my story for this Tuesday..... :)

That's it for today.....now, I found something I could do online while Pex is still down... hahaha!!! Gud nyt!!!

Hahaha!!! thanks for my Lolah Jary... she helped me out with my blog... I was supposed to do my outline for my persuasive speech but I ended up doing this freakin' blog.... anyways, I would like to thank you Lolah.... I need to get back with my stuff before I ended up getting a C for my last speech.... hehehe

Hello! This is my second account at blogspot .com... Cheez... I guess I'm just bored... I don't even knwo how to use this... Hahaha!!! how pathetic.... Howell, I'll try my best... let's see... hmmm....I think since there are only few weeks left for spring then I will make more time for this "time-consuming" blogspot since most of my Pex friends has one...I better have one, too!!! grr...