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But I'm so lazy to fix the way on how it was posted... who cares! just try it! My result is 100% true!


Dr. Phil's Test
> > Dr. Phil scored 55 ----he did this test on
> > Oprah, she got a 38)
> >
> > Some folks pay a lot of money to find this
> > stuff out. Read on, this is very
interesting!
> >
> > Don't be overly sensitive!
> >
> > The following is pretty accurate and it only
> > takes 2 minutes.
> >
> > Take this test for yourself and send it to
> your
> > friends. The person who sent it placed their
> > score in the subject box.
> >
> > Please do the same before forwarding to your
> > friends.
> >
> > Don't peek but begin the test as you scroll
> down
> > and answer. Answers are for who you are
> > now...... not who you were in the past.
> >
> > Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is
a
> > real test given by the Human Relations Dept.
> at
> > many of the major corporations today. It
helps
> > them get better insight concerning their
> > employees and prospective employees.
> >
> > It's only 10 simple questions, so...... grab
a
> > pencil and paper, keeping track of your
letter
> > answers. Make sure to change the subject.
When
> > you are finished, forward this to everyone
you
> > know, and also send it to the person who
sent
> > this to you.
> >
> >
> >
>
================================================
> >
> > 1. When do you feel your best?
> > a) in the morning
> > b) during the afternoon and early evening
> > c) late at night
> >
> >
> >
> > 2. You usually walk...
> > a) fairly fast, with long steps
> > b) fairly fast, with little steps
> > c) less fast head up, looking the world
in
> > the
> > face
> > d) less fast, head down
> > e) very slowly
> >
> >
> >
> > 3. When talking to people you...
> > a) stand with your arms folded
> > b) have your hands clasped
> > c) have one or both your hands on your
hips
> > d) touch or push the person to whom you
are
> > talking
> > e) play with your ear, touch your chin,
or
> > smooth your hair
> >
> >
> >
> > 4. When relaxing, you sit with...
> > a) your knees bent with your legs neatly
> side
> > by side
> > b) your legs crossed
> > c) your legs stretched out or straight
> > d) one leg curled under you
> >
> >
> > 5. When something really amuses you, you
react
> > with...
> > a) big appreciated laugh
> > b) a laugh, but not a loud one
> > c) a quiet chuckle
> > d) a sheepish smile
> >
> >
> >
> > 6. When you go to a party or social
gathering
> > you...
> > a) make a loud entrance so everyone
notices
> > you
> > b) make a quiet entrance, looking around
> for
> > someone you know
> > c) make the quietest entrance, trying to
> stay
> > unnoticed
> >
> >
> >
> > 7. You're working very hard, concentrating
> hard,
> > and you're interrupted......
> > a) welcome the break
> > b) feel extremely irritated
> > c) vary between these two extremes
> >
> >
> >
> > 8. Which of the following colors do you like
> > most?
> > a) Red or orange
> > b) black
> > c) yellow or light blue
> > d) green
> > e) dark blue or purple
> > f) white
> > g) brown or gray
> >
> >
> >
> > 9. When you are in bed at night, in those
last
> > few moments before going to sleep....
> > a) stretched out on your back
> > b) stretched out face down on your stomach
> > c) on your side, slightly curled
> > d) with your head on one arm
> > e) with your head under the covers
> >
> >
> >
> > 10. You often dream that you are...
> > a) falling
> > b) fighting or struggling
> > c) searching for something or somebody
> > d) flying or floating
> > e) you usually have dreamless sleep
> > f) your dreams are always pleasant
> >
> >
> >
>
================================================
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> > POINTS FOR EACH ANSWER:
> >
> > 1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
> >
> > 2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
> >
> > 3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
> >
> > 4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
> >
> > 5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
> >
> > 6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
> >
> > 7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
> >
> > 8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1
> >
> > 9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
> >
> > 10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1
> >
> > Now add up the total number of points.
> >
> > DON'T LOOK BEYOND THIS UNTIL YOUR HAVE
> COMPLETED
> > AND SCORED YOURSELF.
> >
> >
> >
>
================================================
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> > OVER 60 POINTS:
> > Others see you as someone they
should "handle
> > with care." You're seen as vain, self-
> centered,
> > and who is extremely dominant. Others may
> admire
> > you, wishing they could be more like you,
but
> > don't always trust you, hesitating to become
> too
> > deeply involved with you.
> >
> > 51 TO 60 POINTS:
> > Others see you as an exciting, highly
> volatile,
> > rather impulsive personality; a natural
> leader,
> > who's quick to make decisions, though not
> always
> > the right ones. They see you as bold and
> > adventuresome, someone who will try anything
> > once; someone who takes chances and enjoys
an
> > adventure. They enjoy being in your company
> > because of the excitement you radiate.
> >
> > 41 TO 50 POINTS:
> > Others see you as fresh, lively, charming,
> > amusing, practical, and always interesting;
> > someone who's constantly in the center of
> > attention, but sufficiently well-balanced
not
> to
> > let it go to their head. They also see you
as
> > kind, considerate, and understanding;
someone
> > who'll always cheer them up and help them
out.
> >
> > 31 TO 40 POINTS:
> > Others see you as sensible, cautious,
careful
> > practical. They see you as clever, gifted,
or
> > talented, but modest. Not a person who
makes
> > friends too quickly or easily, but someone
> who's
> > extremely loyal to friends you do make and
who
> > expect the same loyalty in return. Those who
> > really get to know you realize it takes a
lot
> to
> > shake your trust in your friends, but eq
ually
> > that it takes you a long time to get over
it,
> if
> > that trust is ever broken.
> >
> > 21 TO 30 POINTS:
> > Your friends see you as painstaking and
> fussy.
> > They see you as very cautious, extremely
> > careful,
> > slow and steady; It would really surprise
them
> > if
> > you ever did something impulsively or on the
> > spur
> > of the moment, expecting you to examine
> > everything carefully from every angle and
> then,
> > usually decide against it. They think this
> > reaction is caused partly by your careful
> nature.
> >
> > UNDER 21 POINTS:
> > People think you are shy, nervous, and
> > indecisive, someone who needs looking after,
> who
> > always wants someone else to make the
> decisions;
> > who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who
always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't

This is W-H-A-C-K!!!!

I worked 14 hours today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and tomorrow, my supposedly day off, I will work to do the inventory and payroll!
and next week, my supposedly spring break, I will definitely work a minimum of 40 hours....

Work is sooooooooooooo stressing me out! I can't wait til my boss gets back... Everything is so messed up! and this is not a very good news... tsk.tsk.tsk.


Goodnight!

This is M-A-D-N-E-S-S!!!!!!

Last night, I called three of my friends from high school...Darn! My bestfriend is pregnant and she'll be getting married this coming April!!!! She already asked me to be the godmother of her soon to be offspring....I wasn't expecting that news, I was the first one to get the message aside from her family members...She sounded kinda upset,too coz this is not what she wanted...but things happen...She's the 5th to marry among my closest friends....I was so into going back home... I wanna be there!!!!...

Huh...my friends are starting to get married one by one... and this leaves me thinking who's gonna go next....I mean... my friends...my close friends...OMG!!!! this is so freaking me out!... what the heck!!! Sooner or later, they'll be bugging me about my most hated question....arrgh... I need to release this stress that starts to pop into my mind!...:p

My friends from Bakersfield, CA went for a visit yesterday....bonding session was held at home then we decided to go out for some BOOBA's .... Also, got a good news, too (personal stuff)... I'm happy for you gurlfend!

Goodnight!.. got to be at work by 5AM tomorrow!!! sucks huh?

Am I gonna run or not??????

That was the question that popped when I woke up this morning... I still have this blister on my left foot and I don't really want to pop that,too! you know how that hurts!.. I can't wear any close shoes for a couple days eventhough I put band-aid...

My lower body is still sore from that 8 mile run/walk... oh well I dunno, I still have plenty of time to think about it....

It was nice to receive calls from Albert (Road Dogg of PEx), it only means that I can now bug him anytime time that I want to...and besides, he bugs me ,too when he calls!!! Hahaha! I'm kidding! Thanks, dude!

I've got an email from Uncle Ron, which is also the Pastor of our church, he wants me to give a song number next Sunday (first Sunday of April) in preparation for the Easter Sunday... so lately, I've been practicing this song that I heard when I was 12.. and I was so impressed to that one who sang it that time!... and ever since, I been thinking of singing that same song someday....I'll post the lyrics on my other blog...Gary V's REVIVE (if I'm not mistaken) CD has that song.. it is entitled WE ARE THE REASON, David Meece originally sang that song... ( just a little trivia :p)....This is also one of my passions, to give a special song number whenever I can...one of my ministries at church, too!!!

It's SAturday!!!! and I dunno what my plans for tonight...I heard that Halle Berry's Gothika is out in DVD... I might just check that out...

Funny thing happened to today... actually, it became funny after an hour....I went to Miramar Lake to walk/run 5 miles ( that was the circumference of the lake)... When I reached 3 3/4 miles, I was so excited coz I'm near the finish line.....I kept runningh with smile!... When I got to the 4 mile post, guess what happen??? the road was blocked and it's under construction... I didn't noticed any signs on my way there, but I noticed that some of the peeps who were also running who were so ahead of me were going back to the same direction where we started...I thought that they just wanna do that, and that's their choice... oh well... I was so pissed and was about to cry! REALLY!!! I'm not kidding.... there's no short cut, no taxi, no whatever! and when I realized that I have to make a U turn, I was so scared because I have to run/walk another 4 miles!!!! for a total of 8 miles... I was so freaking out! and I cannot make it to the starting point by 6:30PM (that's when they close)... it was quarter to 5 already!!!! So I gave all my remaining strength!!!! all of it!.... I was all by myself and I'm so scared... I ran like crazy as if someone is trying to catch me...I never ran like this in my whole life!!! I finally able to contact my mom and asked my dad to meet me with a bike, by they were stucked in traffic! (darn it!) ...they said they'll be there as soon as they can... so I ran, ran, ran! I can't believe that I ran 2 and 3/4 in 30 minutes.....to make the long story short, my dad met me when I was 3/4 away from the starting point!...not a big help at all but I just decided to finish it by running....

Now, I can't feel my legs!!!!!!!!!! I can barely walk and stand.. all I want to do is lie down!!!! This is so insane... but mahn! I beat my longest walk which is 5 miles.... I ran 8 miles in two hours!!!!!!! OMG!!!!! I'm happy!!!

What a nice day!!!!!!!!!!

It started when of course.........today is Sunday! my favorite day in the week!... My eyecandy who always keep me UP for this coming week... ... He's so yummy today!! hahaha!!! ooppsies....that was censored .....

Oh I forgot to post last night that I received a letter from my community college, inviting me for graduation....YES!!! I have my degree already... it's not a big of deal though but I am really proud if it! .... My graduation is on May 28 at 4:30 PM at Hourglass Field Park... and hey listen to this... I'll be graduating with HONORS!!! I'll be wearing a cap and gown with GOLD tassel and GOLD honor cord instead of the regular GREEN!...I'm so excited! my very first degree after coming here to US... All of you guys are invited!!!! If you can make it!..... .... My degree is A.A. in Transfer Studies, CSU...

This just makes me wanna focus more on my studies... I'm happy to get the with HONORS award but I could have done better if only I tried all my best in school... If ever I will make it to SDSU School of Nursing, I will try my very very very best to get the highest honor I can get...I want to be first Magna Cum Laude in the family! Oh... enough of this and I am starting to be so breezy...This is a really close- to- impossible dream but I am so willing to sweat a lot to achieve it! .

My heart jumps with joy everytime I receive e-cards from friends... especially when you think that they're so busy with life but still, they manage to make syou smile for doing simple things... I really appreciate that....
I've got this e-card from my elementary best friend... we've lost communication after elementary graduation til last Saturday when I saw her in my Friendster...I was so happy to get in touch with her after ages!

I've got to get back to my study guide My test is tomorrow!!!....Wish me luck! good day!

I'm supposed to be studying.... and look what I am doing.....

What is up with me????

I ran-walk two miles today for 30 minutes... I need to learn how to rollerblade...I can move but I can't stop it...hahaha! how pathetic...that's gonna one of my things-to-do for the month of April...

My boss left already... I didn't realize that her job was not that easy til I received calls from the big bosses!... Eventhough I'm off at work, I gotta call them if they're doing alright...

I need to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh I forgot!!!

Happy St. Patrick's Day to all Irish out there!!!!.... it was yesterday actually!... SHAMROCK, baby!!!!

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I've turned down the offer....
The job location was far from home... it will take me 30 minutes to get there and it's not worth all the troubles...
I even got lost on my home.. I spent several minutes trying to figure out where in the world I am...anyways, I still managed to get out of that jungle (yeah...I haven't been to that part of San Diego and darn! the place was kinda isolated! sheesh)

I went through the catalogue last night and I found out that I need to take more (I mean MORE) classes than what I expected if I'm going to shift majors... I was thinking of shifting to Biology with the empahasis on Bioengineering... or maybe Microbiology with the emphasis on Medical Technology. I need to take three classes of Math, two Biologies, three Physics, and three Chemistries... what in the world!!! so I'm still gonna stick to nursing coz I'm just 4 semesters away of getting my Bachelors...who knows though...I received an email from SDSU financial aid office...and pretty much.. all the grants that I'll be getting is enough to cover a whole school year...so that was so cool!

Today is the last day of my boss... she'll be flying to the Philippines tomorrow... she left this note in the office which is really nerve wracking.... in a humorous kind of way.....it goes something like this..."Abby's gonna be taking over the store while I'm gone, but I want you guys to be responsible enough to do all your duties... Call Abby if it is only an EMERGENCY!... never call her if you ran out of product or you have no enough people in your shift...Remember, call her ONLY if it's EMERGENCY!"
Well, at least they know that I'm not getting paid as a store manager...that's why my job is limited...besides, it's my celfone and they'll charge for any incoming calls you know... But that was a good thing...especially now that I am so stress out with my class....

I've talked to my Chiro, and she said it'll take one more month for me to finish the session.... I was expecting it'll only be a couple of weeks more....I'm just so bored....and that's sucks, too!

Anyways, I got to get going with my study guide....

Subject: New Voice Mail System at Mental Health Institute

A transcript of the new answering service recently installed at the
Mental Health Institute.

"Hello, and welcome to the Mental Health Hotline.
If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly.

If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you.

If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6.

If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on
the line so we can trace your call.

If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be transferred to the
mother ship.

If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell
you which number to press.

If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press,
as no one will answer.

If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969.

If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with the hash key until a
representative comes on the line.

If you have a amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address and phone
number, date of birth, social security
number and your mother's maiden name.

If you have post-traumatic stress disorder, slowly and carefully press
000.

If you have bi-polar disorder, please leave a message after the beep or
before the beep. Or after the beep. Please
wait for the beep.

If you have short term memory loss, press 9.

If you have short term memory loss, press 9.

If you have short term memory loss, press 9.

If you have short term memory loss, press 9.

If you have low self-esteem, please hang up. All our operators are too
busy to talk to you."


*****
What the!!!! I'm thinking about shifting major!!!!! I don't know!!! I really don't know!!!! if I want to do this or not!!!! I need to make up my mind....it drives me crazy!

I'll be going to a job interview on Thursday...it was fast...because I turned in my resume only last night and earlier today, I've got a fone call asking if I can make it on Thursday for an interview... It was a CNA job in a psychiatric facility that deals with eating disorders.... they want me to work graveyard on Saturdays though... I thought of it and decided..what the heck... just go for it...I hope this one works....and most of all..I hope to like it...

I took the DET for LVN class...I also saw my former CNA buddy and he said he can hook me up at UCSD hospital...I told him to hold on to that thought and I'll decide when my interview in over....

I've been thinking if I still want to be a nurse...but let's just see how it goes with my everyday life...if everything works out the way it should be then so be it... if not, they maybe nursing is not my field... I have my back up plans ready...pathology or microbiology....oh well....

Later!

Ouch!!! my whole body is sore coz of that running yesterday! I had the hardest time to move while I was at work this morning...I was dragging myself...

I learned how to do payroll today....Woohoo!! now I can cheat my time!!! hahahaha!!! I'm kidding... I'm not gonna do anything like that!...

My boss is leaving on Wednesday... sheesh..... start of a big headache, too!

At school, I met Vincent..he reminded me of my friend, Nil...he's gay,too! He's so funny coz my crush in class is also his crush...that Asian guy who is seated behind me....I think his he might be Filipino or Vietnamese... I can't tell.. all I know is he's Asian....Anyways, I know that he works at Pomerado hospital because when I had my CNA clinicals, I always see him in the ER....He also had his BA in Biology and he's going for RN or PA...He applied at Palomar College ( I applied there, too)... Hahaha!!! Can you imagine all those information I have about him! I guess if you're really interested in someone, you'll remember every single words that comes out from his mouth!...hahaha! and fyi, I didn't stalk him...LOL!!! I'm so silly... and I don't know what to post...excuse me...

News Flash
I paid off two of my credit cards!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hooray!!!!

I've got to study!!! Laterz!

It's been a very long day.....

After attending the service this morning, we headed at Souplantation for our lunch....and that was with the whole family with my aunt and lola...

Then my parents and I went straight home and put a DVD on... I forgot the title of the movie but it was the one with Denzel Washington where he had an affair with this lady that in the end was the "bad guy" in the movie...Well what can I say, most movies with Denzel have the same plot...

My aunt asked me if I could go with her shopping... and of course, me??? you think I'm gonna pass??? HECK NO! one of my favorite things to do in life is shopping! .... We went to UTC hoping that Robinson's May will have a major sale but we're wrong...Although, we were able to buy present for our churchmate who's going to have her baby shower... Mahn! talk about doing shopping on the baby's section... isn't it makes you want to have a baby? those cute little clothes made for tiny little angels...awwww....That's why I always hate to pass by this section because my maternal instinct kicks in! Ah! I can't wait til I have a baby of my own (opppssss...I got carried away! :p)

Oh well, she then forced me.. take note FORCED ME! to go jogging with her...duh??? she's in the military and I'm kinda intimidated that I might not gonna make it, but instead, call an ambulance! hahahaha! she said that we need to run 2 miles in 30 minutes!...golly!!!! I thought I'm gonna passed out! no seriously! ....I can stay 45 minutes doing my cardio but to run??? jog??? for 20 minutes... I don't think so , mister! but as I've said SHE FORCED ME! Luckily, I passed... I never thought that I can do that! and hey! it's 2 miles and a quarter! hahahaha!!! I survived!

That's what happen when you feel guilty eating... some people force you to RUN! I had fun though!

As a reward, we didn't pigged out for food after a strenous run but we went and watched a movie, actually two movies....

The Perfect Score...a very hilarious movie I should say!...and that was because of this Asian guy....People were laughing so hard in the theaters and cheering for him....he's plays dumb though and that is weird for an Asian guy....kinda racist huh? :p Nah.. Watch it! You'll have a tummyache afterwards! I'm kidding!

Win a Date with Tad Hamilton....Awwww...mushy..mushy..mushy... I kinda feel so mushy after watching this movie....that's all I can say.. I can still feel the tingling in my nerves! :p

It was nice that we didn't waste 4 hours of our time watching a very sucky movie... and that makes me happy... I wonder if I'm gonna win a date with Dean Cain??? nah... he's kinda old for me, he's still sexy though... maybe a date with Ashton Kutcher? nah... he got Demi Moore.. or maybe a date with Josh Hartnett, oh mahn! I miss him... he haven't done any movies for a while... oh... A date with Orlando Bloom will be awesome!!! hahahaha!!!

So, that was my day!
Have a nice week!!!!

I didn't do anything exciting today....though it was a great day!

I woke up at 9:30, not with the help of the alarm clock but with a call from my pal, PJ who can't wait to share a few minutes of chitchats!....I had to end the call because my brother and I will be late for our chiropractor....Mahn! he's ( my brother) so lucky because his therapy ended today while I still have a couple of weeks to go!....
Then we had our brunch at El Pollo Loco because I've been craving for roasted chicken since yesterday.... I was so satisfied!
Feeling guilty of eating, I went straight to gym to burn it out!.... I stayed there for an hour and a half... I have now a clean conscience! :p .....
slightly off topic....
sheesh... I pay $127 annually for my membership in Bally's and I haven't been there that much! *sigh*...and that's my fault! I need to get the groove goin! hahaha

After the long and hard (yep hard!) workout, I washed my car from the interiors to the exteriors....
Then, helped my mom do a major grocery shopping...!
Oh! I forgot, we also went to Mervyn's and I've got myself a new purse...at last! and in Longs which I bought some Kikay stuff...

That's it for today.... and I can't wait til tomorrow *winks* ... nyt!

I've started to practice my duties as acting store manager today...the supervisor at least bothered to know how am I doing...oh well....just wish me luck that I could last for a month with this kind of set-up

*****
I forgot to mention yesterday when I posted about BIG FISH.... It was funny coz the part of the movie where Ewan was in the military, one segment showed this ventriloquist and his dummy is performing in front of the Japanese and it was in TAGALOG!!! My aunt and I was laughing so hard because it was really unexpected...check it out... but I already warned you, this movie is weird!

*****
I might go to Los Angeles tomorrow....Have a nice weekend!

Tell me about addiction... yeah.. you heard it right... A-D-D-I-C-T-I-O-N!!!

I mean addiction watching movies! not that bad stuff you're thinking! gotcha there huh?

My aunt coz she's in the military, she's really into free movies...and she always takes us with her coz she knows that we enjoy arguing whether a movie sucks or not....We have the "sucky movie list", "the OK list", and "the buy the DVD list"....it's fun! and we can tell that someday, we'll take over Roger and Ebert's place in movie critiques!

My Baby's Daddy.... which stars Eddie Griffin and Anthony Anderson...a corny movie I should say....it's funny yet corny... do you know what I mean? oh well....

The next movie we saw was Big Fish which stars Ewan McGregor (Deng! I love his performance in Moulin Rouge, he's really good!)....It was a long weird movie....Go ahead and watch it, to understand what I mean...A story about a man who tells his life story with a twist... some sort or exagerration about life...wherein his own son doesn't believe him no more. But later on, during the last days of his father's life, he learned that most of his stories were real...

*****
I had my migraine attack again earlier today... I went to the chiropractor and I was not feeling good... Feels like I'm gonna throw up and I want to bang my head against the walls....I didn't take any medicine until I went home and can't stand the pain anymore...After 30 minutes, I started to feel better and there...I still manage to watch two movies! *tsk* very bad...very bad... :p

*****
My supervisor talked to me and my store manager about handling the store while she(my store manager) goes on vacation for a month!... remember, I posted before that I didn't attended this class where I get to go up in the ladder???? well, unluckily, they still want me to run the store! it was like a BAM! really! I'll be handling a store!!! aarrgghh....do I have a choice??? I guess not. *sigh*

I'm back!
I learned nothing from our lab today, all I did was chat with my lab mates... We spent the whole lab discussing bout tv shows...movies...friendster... nursing school.....making fun of our professor...Hahaha!
Oppsies... I'm sorry, did I mention that we did made fun of her? our professor? mah bad... I got her signature, too for my application at Palomar College (of course, for nursing school, duh???) She's really nice, though...
I've got the result of the 2nd part of my test 1 in Physiology... luckily, I've got a B...I feel better now.. that's not bad for a first test...I'm still gonna work on it, so I can get an A in the class.... No more slacking off I promise...:p

Goodnight...

Is it spring or summer?????

It should be spring right???? but darn! San Diego is experiencing heat wave right now... I mean for the rest of this week! It was so darn hot! it's not as hot as in the Philippines but still... it's hot! I still have to enjoy my turtleneck sweaters but now, I've got to go ahead and bring my shorts and skirts out from the closet! oh well....

*****
I'm off today at work so I had plenty of sleep! enough to cover my deprivation for the next 3 days....and yeah... I did my homework...I finished my lab report....I can't believe that doing one lab report occupied 4 hours of my time! Last week I did the same.... sheesh... that's a long time! I never spent two hours doing one lab report since I started school here! I realized that Physiology takes more time than Anatomy... what is up with that????

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I've turned in a few resumes last week.. I've got a call for an interview at Villa MonteVista.... but I turned that down...it's for CNA, and I have no passion with that kind of work... Hahaha!!! Do I really want to pursue a nursing career??? Heck yah! but I don't want to work as a CNA that' why I go for RN...
I hope Kaiser Permanente will hire me as hospital attendant....

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I accepted the fact that getting into nursing school is hard so I'm thinking of getting a second major... but I don't have any idea what I want...

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Got to go now... I'll be back to post some more later if I'm still in the mood of doing that... I got to get going... it's almost 4 and I'm not yet ready for school! Baboshka!

I'm bored.. *sigh*
and I'm so lazy to study and read my books.. do my lab report... *sigh*

All I want is to slack off...... :p

*sigh* *sigh* *sigh*

The Butterfly Effect starring Ashton Kutcher...I've seen it! It was a very very good movie! Two thumbs up for me!... even my aunt and my brother liked it!... It was the next movie I've seen in the bog screen after watching Lord of the Rings....We all thought it's gonna be a funny one but it's not... it was some sort of suspense-drama....Deng! I've noticed too that Ashton is cute...Yeah, I don't even care if he's going out with Demi Moore but mahn! he's adorable! especially if he shaves all those side burns, mustache, and goatee!!! what a hunk!!! I went to Yahoo and the reviews about the movie is really low... what in the world! I don't care! I like it!!!

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Speaking of psychological matters, I went brain dead after listening to my professor's lecture this evening... I guess so do the whole class.... everyone was so quiet trying so hard to comprehend the topic... it has something to do with the Na+/K+ Pump... sheesh...those charges drove me insane! positive-negative-positive-negative!!!! aaargh!!!!!! I have to catch up with my reading....cells drive me nuts!
Too much with scientific terms... you might probable bubbling to yourself.. "what in the world is she talking about"

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Goodnight!

My mom turns 43 today!!!!! Happy Birthday, Mom!!!!
If she can only read this... I'll be in big trouble!!! why? no one in the family should tell about her age!!! hahahaha!!!!

Alrighty! got to bounce now, I'll be late in school!

I have no idea what to post.....

We just got home from the mall...in downtown.... I did window shopping although I really wanted to buy stuff but I have to control myself!!! I found this pair of shoes that was on sale! mahn! I could've bought that if I'm not thinking about paying off my credit card balances!!!! Then we went to Claire's... sheesh.. this cute choker that was a good accesory for the shirt I bought last week, aarrghhh I didn't bought it! I missed shopping, I mean like buying stuff you want.... something for your self... coz everytime I go shopping nowadays, all I buy is for someone else.... I remember my first year here in the US, my paycheck was all mine.... I can buy clothes everyday! shoes, bags, name it.. and I'll have it!... but now look at me, drooling over something seen by the window ( hahaha... a little exagerrated) but that's the truth!..... I've learned my lesson not to charge unless it's really a neccessary! I've got to face the consequences of my action! (hahaha)

I've bought a YOGA tape and mat yesterday.... I wanted to join a Yoga place but I can't find anyone who wanted to go with me...it's too expensive! I will be spending $ 14 per session (its Bikrams Yoga btw)....well, I can just save that and help me pay my monthly bills... I just paid $5 for a tape and $8 for the mat... I started my 1st session last night... Mahn! when I woke up this morning, my muscles were sore!!!!!!! but I'm still gonna do it tonight!.... wanna join me? :p

Okidoki! good night!

Howdy....
I've spent this past week trying to look for the sun behind all the clouds... I've spent three days of self-pity, depression, stress and frustration.... I was never this melancholic in my entire life....I felt that all the troubles I have were killing my soul bit by bit.... and I have no more way out!..... I can't focus with my study, and the bad part was, I had a test last Monday....I almost thought of dropping my class because I can't concentrate anymore... I want to end my life but half of my mind was telling me not to.. and there's gonna be solution for all of these....it was so chaotic!
I really want to thank my Mom because she was the one who made me feel that I am still useful and I do have a purpose in life.... she stood by my side with the assurance that everything will turn out just fine....she and my dad told me that they are letting me go back to the Philippines if that will make me happy.... I can never find such unconditional love.... and I am so lucky to have them by my side....
I made a promise to myself that I will be open to my parents about my feelings... and also that I can always count on my friends for support.... and that I don't have to worry too much about stuff.... just do my thing everyday and enjoy every single thing about it!...

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It's gonna be my Mom's birthday on Monday, I bought her a really nice suit... I don't even care how much it is... and I am pretty sure she'll like it....

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I also want to thank Lowlah Jary, she was there to listen and encouranged so much... I don't know how am I gonna express my gratitude...Thank you! you helped me a lot recover with this negative cloud surrounding me.... and I hope to see you LIVE!!!! :) LOL

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I had my 1st test last Monday, and I am glad I still made it to the cut! getting a B is not that bad...I still have plenty of time to make up... 6 more tests...

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Got my car back last Wednesday.... it was good as new.. oh wait... my car is not that old.. it was only two years old... I mean, it was so back to normal... they even fix the tiny scratches that was not damaged by the accident....We can now go to Universal Studios(*ehem* *ehem* *ehem*) LOL.....

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I've got the chance to watch The Passion of the Christ last Saturday... I was speechless after the movie....I had a very nice experience at the theater... some were wiping tears, others were so stunned, and half of the audience stayed in for a while....I didn't know that Mel Gibson played the hands and feet where Jesus was writing something on the ground...a little trivia... :)

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My aunt was back from Washington State and for the past two days that we've been spending time together, I've watched a total of 4 movies already!
Cheaper by the Dozen....good movie!!! I can't stop laughing on all of the scenes of Ashton Kutcher....

Mona Lisa Smile with my fave actress Julia Roberts... it was alright...I like it coz I was able to relate with all those art history stuff they're talking about, I've took an art class, and it was nice to have this knowledge on how an art is considered an art or not...but let's focus on the story... I can just say that is has something to do with girl power...

Cold Mountains with Nicole Kidman and Renee Zellweger...all I can comment about this movie is.... it was a good movie but it was tooooo long!!!!!!

Along Came Polly with Jennifer Aniston and Ben Stiller... hmm...not good and not bad....so go ahead and figure it out!

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This is the summary for the whole week I missed blogging...

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Got to bounce and do some Kikay stuff... babooshka!

I'm gonna be back pretty soon... I'm still in the process of soul searching... :)

Goodnight!